He said, metaphorically, that He would die up (crucified), but precisely because that act is condensed salvation of humanity, all who believe in Him who gave his life with love to be crucified and who rose again three days would have eternal life because that was the salvation: put all our trust in Jesus who died for us and who lives forever, repenting and separating us from our sins. Now if Jesus is who He says He, if He is God as indeed it is ("In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God"-John 1: 1), does not it seems that the most logical and best for you would give your life, let it come into his heart as his sole and sufficient God, risen and alive as God, accepting the wonderful gift of eternal life that He offers daily and repenting everything that has made you dislike him? Ask yourself back in his room, alone, if your life has been worthwhile, if your life has meaning, if your life has purpose, if you really are happy. If any of these responses is not, dare to do something different, dare to try to Jesus! You have probably tried many things and have not worked. Surely you have gone through all the roads diverted, and they have not been happy. Jesus is the only way, the only truth and the only life and no one comes to the Father except through Him (John 14: 6).